I don't find you annoying. I find you someone to admire--and envy. I wish I could learn to do what you do. I try often to remind myself that at least i'm not in a wheelchair anymore and at least i don't currently hurt with every step i take, but i sink into the darkness easily anyway, especially when happiness over an improvement in one symptom is quickly defeated by the frustrations of a new one.

don't change, Muxxy. Just keep on being an inspiration to us all. But if you do have those off days where cheery is too much for you, remember that we still want to be there for you and only retreat if it's for your own sake.