Thank you for your vulnerability. I can relate to a lot of what you said and hear your struggle. I see your value and worth and admire your courage to share and to live a life you love, even when it’s hard. You are giving your girls life many dream of and you are working hard to do that so please give yourself some credit and yes, we must be gentle with ourselves. Even to just care for ourselves and 3 children is amazing!! The fact you strive for more is incredible💜 you are a goddess and I see you shining all the way out in Colorado