Great story @jerrybanfield

The feeling of anger, frustration and self-pity, are the same as they've been my whole life.

hmmm yes.... that's where the healing process steps in.

I reached out and I grabbed my wife's hand, and I just said, "Thank God we're here together, I'm really grateful we have this time together as a family." My wife just said all of a sudden, "I'm sorry for being so hard on you and for hurrying out, or whatever." She said, "I'm sorry," and I said, “I’m sorry too, I made this more difficult, I didn't make this easier, I made this harder, I'm sorry."

....aaaaah there it is! :)

There are VERY few people (that I have met anyway) that are so HONESTLY introspective as what you are and I REALLY enjoy it! it it raw and real! It will not appeal to everybody, but that is of NO consequence! It will make sense to those that are genuine of heart.

Keep Rocking!!!! :)