It's so hard to finish reading this post without crying. 😔 Condolence. For sure she's very happy now that someone loved her this much and you are still right here, fighting everyday. 😊 We may not know each other in real life, but know that you're already brave enough to share this to us.
Just cry it all out, it might help more if you'll have someone to talk to, it can be us, or your friends. You and your lola will be in our thoughts and prayers. Take care always arj.
I cried reading your comment. thank you so much for your comfort, thoughts and prayers. I pray you take care as well, especially in these trying times.