God and me.

Well this has been a long time coming but at this point in my life i feel like sharing with you the beuty of the Lord through my eyes.
i am at this time going through a very intense issue in my life and i can tell you this issue is painfull and is very upsetting for me and others.
Let me start by saying i need your prayers and i am no going to go into total detail but i am sure this will hit home with quite a few of you.
Me. Well i was brought up in a christian family, we went to church every sunday and i hated it.
As soon as i got into my teens i fell away from the Lord, thought i would be fine, but i became depressed througout my teens and ito adult life and wanted to die i struggled on a social level in some areas and felt like an outcast, i felt unworthy of any favour and didnt respond well emotionaly really. At one of these points in my life i became involved in the church again and i met my wife of 21 years now.
She is lovley, and is a follower of the Lord, i am going to stop here while i gather my thoughts and i will post later on.
If you are reading this May the lord bless you in every way today!