I had some crazy dreams last night. Around 4am. Mia, my 7 year old who recently passed away from
cancer caused by her anti-rejection meds after receiving a new heart, told me that she knows I miss her and she misses me too but she's happy. She said she wants me to keep talking to her and that she can hear me. Then she skipped away.
My heart gets a little more healing each time I have a visit from my #mightymia.
Especially when I get confirmation from a friend who felt they needed to reach out & share how Mia’s picture on her desk at work reminds her to be kind every day.
#missingmighty
What you experienced is what no person should experience. And yet, you are here spreading goodness. I think that that says everything.
Thank you friend.
I recently heard about Minds.com. You might check it out. No whales.
I will check it out!
I’m @mightylisa on Minds.com
Sorry for your loss, I've never had a daughter, let alone a death of one either, but my best friend, Tiffany Cumbo, died when she was 16, I was 18, and knew her since I was about 5. They didn't tell me how she died exactly. I had another friend, and he died in his early twenties. Maybe heart attack. My uncle and grandpa and maybe others died too. I've been around many things in my life.
But I've also had dreams at night where I may see them after they die and they may say things and may comfort me or something. I say all that, all of this, because I am fascinated with your interaction with your daughter after her death. There is still a lot I don't know but I am still hopeful because I want to know. And I love the journey of life even when it is tough. I enjoy the adventure of life and I love to live to love and to love to live.
Thank you for sharing and thank you for your encouragement. This was actually the second time that I had a strong visit from her. During the first visit my youngest son was calling to me to wake up and make him breakfast but I was trying to stay asleep to stay with her. I got to hold her and when I woke up my hands were still warm from holding her. It was very healing.
I also lost my first best friend, my big sister six years ago from a GBM brain tumor. It was devastating.
My greatest lesson in this is that sadness and happiness are not mutually exclusive. I’ll never not miss my baby but I can experience happiness still.
Happiness is like a cloud a cloudless sky coming out of nowhere, the middle of nowhere, from the corner of the screen. It comes when we least expect it. I keep a dream journal and I write them down as soon as I wake up as often as I can the past few years.
Beautiful people with beautiful souls seem to continue to work their magic in your life regardless of their form don't they? :)
Definitely. Thank you.
Brian, you might be one of them. You seem to be a beautiful soul as well and that is great in what you do in how you help others as a YouTuber in the health and fitness field.
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