@sochul nim, thank you
sorry I must have been already in bed when you sent this :)

I don't believe that you have a cursed hand, you can turn it around. I also just learned gardening. With proper care and proper know how you can always grow something - so let's try again. Being able to plant and grow things is nothing special in my humble opinion I just learned it early back when I was living with my Hulmoni and Harabuchi who were both gardening and growing their own food in their backyard.

There's no limit in learning so you can start again and I say "fighting!" @sochul nim! ^ ^