never had any trouble with that really ... while the other played kick the can i was usually hanging with the girls ... a bit of a dimmer on my school results once i started noticing though lol
but frankly ... since my last relationship and the whole situation with my half-life where i'm stuck living in my parents house for years i havent even bothered (i think some people here think im gay or something, wont even go for the barslut ... (no offense ladies but they do exist ...) , not that i would have otherwise , i tend to be quite involved in relationships ... but since here really no ... i feel like what would i do with someone if i cant even take hold of my own life at the moment ... it will just have to wait until i'm out of belgium ... i'll go hunting (whoa!) wherever i end up ;-) ... its also
i dont really know if living with someone after all this time would be a good idea ... certainly not the marrying kind (luckily omg ...)
and if that doesn't happen then i guess i'll die alone ... its not like i havent had plenty but i do miss the closeness and companionship, and that one thing my cat can't give me
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which is an essential part of life according to Schoppenhauer ...
no idea ... ive actually never went hunting since i was 17 ... it every time just "happened" , no "dating" no forced encounters, no looking in pickup places and CERTAINLY no online dating sites omg , it wouldnt feel real, its like browsing for t-shirts lol, what woman should i wear today
so maybe there's one side about me at least a little conservative ... and hopeless romantic although it doesnt always have to be candle light ...
quick kitchen sink works fine inbetweenies lol (sorry, but we're all adults here, right?)
i suppose it looks like im awkward here but its completely the opposite, when i get out i talk to about anyone i meet without hesitation lol, wether its here or brussels or paris or venice or wherever i will get, i have no social issues actually
(i just dont like this place but i'll spare you that part, you know it already hahah)
i suppose it looks like im awkward here but its completely the opposite, when i get out i talk to about anyone i meet without hesitation lol, wether its here or brussels or paris or venice or wherever i will get, i have no social issues actually
(i just dont like this place but i'll spare you that part, you know it already hahah)
i can relate to that, once burned twice shy but you have to stay in the game of life maybe start by making just friends after that chalk it up to experience .
i was wondering ... from a numbers perspective, if i upvote one of your comments that only has an own-vote on it , and i upvote it with my meager 0.03 (o how that got halved in two weeks), then there's 25 % curation to be paid which you dont have to pay if there's only your own vote on it, so id be cutting down your reward, right ? i mean if theres already two votes then there's already 25% that goes off to be distributed and it doesnt make a differernce for you but otherwise i would need to like , have a vote that's at least 25% of your own-vote value on the post in order to not steal for lack of better word a part of your reward ...
am i correct (maybe slightly wrong on nubmers but i think its like that, right?)
well then ... i hope flixx goes to $1000 by next week and steem to $5k ... that would make my summer :D
but if they really plan to MAKE people pay to watch instead of giving the option to donate by vote like here, im not sure ... its great advertisers need it to buy adspace on the site, certainly money in that but im not sure if i read it correctly
i guess i'll find out :D