Day 151: 5 Minute Freewrite: Monday - Prompt: medium

Medium

I'm medium. In the middle. Some say perfect.
Not true. So far from the truth. Not in my eyes
Medium is just a step away from large.
Medium is not the perfection people want to see.
That I want to see.
I'm in the middle of where I want to be.
It also means I'm a step away from where I don't want to be.
Just a breath away from imperfection
A leap away from perfection
A medium. A small. A large.
In the middle. Medium. Perfect?
What is perfect? Small? Large?
Can I see it from their eyes? Can I see me?
I want to be what they see.
I want to see what they want me to see.
Why is it so hard, why is it always a struggle?
Imperfections. The harsh reality of life.
We all have them. We are who we are and some things can't change.
Why is it so hard to accept?
Medium can be perfect. It can be who I need to be.
Who I want to be.
I am Medium.