I'll cut to the chase... If you don't follow your dreams, it ain't gonna happen! You have to take the final plunge. You have come to an end which is also a beginning. This is the start of something new. Take off those blinkers, which have been over your eyes for much too long: be filter-free.
So every now and again, I get on top of life again. I get a taste for the life I have always imagined. And I think life has this way of helping us out. You just have to work with it. It means that, your life will never be perfect, but it will be perfectly imperfect in some ways. And this in itself is what makes us and our life interesting, and challenging at the same time.
Life presents to you a given situation, which can be compared to that what you would see on the front-end of a website, for instance, and what you need to do, is to decipher the code necessary in order to know what the required 'input' is, or what you need to do in order to get the necessary outcome.
A certain input leads to a certain output. And I think sometimes when we forget about all the frills and fuss in between, its only then that we see what has always been there all along. Infinity...
Listen to Tool's song Third Eye. The beginning part describes the system quite perfectly...needles, more needles, and a little more...so much so, that you feel barred down... and this is perhaps one of the most challenging stages of all. Its a wall you need to kick down; its the wall guarded by your old self; and it is standing there, reminding you of your weakness and your past.
How to fight it? Stare it in the eyes, and acknowledge it. Acknowledge it for what and who it is. Come to terms with it, and know that it is real, and finally, accept it. Because once you do, you will see that it has no power over you. Its the side of you, the ying yang tipping point, about to take place. Let it be.
You cannot escape it, and this is what makes you sad. You want freedom, the very truthful oxygen which this side of you is trying to deny you. Because, this is the end. And this is also the beginning.
It is because we have been barred down by so many chains, formed by mind games and by a hungry society, and its ills, that we have created another side to ourselves, one which we are not so proud of. But that's okay. It's the person you needed to be in order to survive back when you were a part of the madness, the chaos, the circus.
But nothing can have power over you, unless you let it. If your mind was once poisoned, it can be cleansed, and revamped, as much as how a newborn baby comes into this world. All you need to do? Reflect, review, learn...and then move on. The human brain, is a truly amazing thing, when you want to help yourself.
Ask yourself: do you want to help yourself? If the answer is yes, then all you need to do, is take a step. If the answer is no, then you will fall. Two choices.
This is what people as a collective are experiencing today... and this is the make or break of every human being.
Do you want to know what your strengths are? Look at your weaknesses, because all our weaknesses have been uncovered, for the very sole purpose of being used against us. Now turn it around. Flip that switch. Buck the system.
Once your weaknesses are pointed out to you, you are continuously reminded about it. And this contributes towards your low self esteem, that constant reminder of how shit you apparently are, and that you carry this label around with you, but that's simply a false system label. Illusion.
You are not a criminal, nor a loser. And you most certainly are not poor or a bad person, and most importantly, you are you. You are unique, beautiful, and perfect in every way. What are your strengths? Write them down!
You have inspired more people than you can imagine, and every part of you has been handcrafted and designed purposefully. You are a like a computer, written with a set of code. What you think, you project. And you have access to the entire library of human knowledge. But in order to access it, you need to unlock those doors, which you have closed for yourself, through fear. Fear is a mind-killer!
I recently realized that some people are so malicious, that they would even pretend to be God's people only to trick you into sharing intensely personal information with them, as if it's nothing. So because, at one stage, you have let these people into your most intimate thoughts, they have to some degree, taken something from you. You invited them in and allowed to to take a seat on your mind's couches. Unfortunately, they have only left their dirty muddy feet on your mind's carpets.
The good news is...you have the ability to steam clean this rug! All you have to do, is acknowledge and distinguish between 'bad' thoughts ( which actually don't belong to you or in your mind), and sift through those thoughts, only to find that your clean thoughts are still there, just hidden beneath the poison.
You became so used to talking about uncomfortable, 'taboo' topics, that it became second nature to you...this is how the system got you talking, and essentially invaded your privacy.
It is this that makes them as powerful as they have and intended on becoming, like an authority over you. And now, perhaps it's time to make it simple...and switch that non-stop loudspeaker off. Once and for all!
It's like One Big Screen that is operated by the globalists. It pulls all the strings in the background. It's nothing new: the booming era of the Automobile industry and that of the Silver screen, coupled with an obsession with guns bitches and (diamonds) bling...
We are meant to be happy, free and able to do whatever it is that makes us feel good! Feeling good is not something only experienced by the privileged few... that is the biggest lie in the world! Why are you so happy when you come into this world? Don't let the world steal your smile. Janis Joplin said this quote: "If it makes you feel good, do it!"
Only you can free yourself? How...every step you take, like when you jog/run, is like a lift towards freedom. Find freedom in the work that you love. Its the best 'therapy' there is.
Remember, you have immense courage, intelligence, and strength. These are the very qualities I think one should look for within yourself, and keep reminding yourself of.
I think during these modern times today, it is easy to feel down, and that it is difficult to become free, or able to wake each day, doing exactly what you want...
but, it is very possible! And it's knowledge you already have! It's NEVER too late to learn something new, or to start over. Every day we are born again, what we do now, matters most.
You have the entire universe inside of you!
We come with built-in 'software' - and we are able to connect with other servers, to communicate back and forth.
What is wrong with the system you ask? Well, frankly, a lot! It has way too many loopholes; it has strange glitches in, and the entire input is strategically confused.
The input is: misinformation and malware. The more the machine is fed with this misinformation, the more it is prone to bomb out, and self-annihilate.
So what you are saying, is that we as a collective, form different parts of this Machine...but, what is currently happening, is that the input has been ominous and malicious, with intent to self-destruct? Yes. It is designed to make you depend on it; and by that I mean to accept and respect a system which does not accept and respect you back.
It's the Isis factor behind this system, which also represents a Trojan Horse. It goes further into the Machine and aims to infect as much of the other computers or servers (us) as possible,
These attacks happen at random, and they are based on your severe weaknesses. Your weakness is targeted through marketing and social media.
So what is needed to fix this problem? Encryption, decentralization, and to move off the System Grid...flip the axis!
Whether you are on the Left or on the Right... You are still part of the System...and it is rotating in any direction it wishes, expecting you to support it, regardless of how absurd it may seem!!
This is against our values as human beings. So what is going to happen? Currently the computer program is being overloaded with data from both good and bad sources...
What is needed? Management and access to uncensored, factual information that is entirely truthful and used to communicate with people through a stream of unaltered, uncensored and completely private connection.
There should never be anyone overlooking your conversation or invading your personal space.
You are allowed to be you and live a life of freedom, able to do all the things you love, all while enhancing the freedom of others.
I think for the first time, I have seen what it means to just look at something with no filters on. It can be frightening, yet so liberating at the same.
If you have something important to say, then say it! Don't silence yourself. You will be like a kettle that overcooks/boils, and bombs out. Let your voice out.
And trust yourself, you know more than you think you do. You are a computer program, and currently, you are being fed, with malware. Clean out your motherboard; better yet, revamp it.
Like computer bugs and viruses, any information that is fed to you, by the system, in in some way, intent on tricking you, and then to purposefully self-destruct as a result.
This is the worst kind of virus. It makes the program turn on itself. But perhaps there is one more virus that is the worst kind, the one that is intended to annihilate, completely! Don't be a part of this disgusting program. All you need to do, is to be aware of it. That's how powerful your mind is. Because the only 'power' this system has over you, is when you are unaware, or essentially, sedated or asleep and unknowingly walking into a trap.
Wake up!
This system's values were passed down from one computer to another, overwriting and white washing everything natural to this Earth.
It is very much like an alien invasion, this is what I refer to as the 'White Supreme' ideal. They came as 'Consciousness Devalued' for the soul intent of leeching off this planet and sucking out the life and happiness, as well as all of its resources; and then surprise surprise, blowing it up after it has nothing left to give.
Why? Because there is or was, an extreme evil governing this planet. So what is going to happen? Will our planet self-destruct...will the Atomic Weapons explode and wipe entire fields of people?
Not if we wake up, and do something about it, no.
Why is it that we do not hear about this on the news? Instead, we are forced to watch other events, such as North Korea and their president who resembles a spoilt brat who got a country as a gift, and now decides to walk around with Atomic Weapons, laughing like an evil villain... when no reporters or researchers are allowed to go anywhere near there?
Trust in God's plan for your life. God is more powerful than anything in the entire Universe. God is the spiritual force which could be compared to the CERN machine.
You do not need to fear. There is nothing to fear in this life, but fear itself. It is only a ride.
Fear is a petrifying thing...it builds walls and makes us act in the strangest ways, it is like a back up self-destruct option, used by the globalists. It forces the program to act under control of the virus.
So yes this thing they call, ISIS and everything responsible for creating it, is disgusting. It is scary to think that there is an element in the 'program' ( the world), that has so much hateful intent toward the program, that it is willing to intend absolute self-destruction...
Wow. Let fear pass through you. It is not the storm you need to fear, but the fear that you anticipate before the storm. Fear makes us do and act in really strange ways!
But as I was walking around Cape Town, analyzing even the smallest creatures, birds and waves crashing, little trees to walk under, the sun glaring on my face, and on the road in front of me, Tool in the background, great smoke, and that feeling of being on a path somewhere, however chaotic it may seem...
The Creator has too much passion inside to allow a complete state if Self-Destruction to take place. Some people chose to die in this life, and others decided to live through a death in this lifetime. Either one is painful, but the outcome is adjacent to the input.
Think of it this way. If you really love something or someone so much, what would it make you accomplish?
Life is too beautiful and God is immensely strong and will not let the darkness destroy his Creation. It will take some time to get used to a life, ungoverned by the authorities...simply because you are so used to it, but once you break free, it will be the most natural thing to you - like an animal set free, back into the wild.
You will wonder what took you so long in the first place. I asked myself the other day, why as humans are we being left in the dark so much?
Because if you know the truth, you will see that this Authority figure you have been so afraid of all these years, is nothing but...
A hypocrite government, with White supremacist ideals, and has no real foot to stand on.
It wants to white wash the system, and rob it of its individuality, create 'mini-me's' like Dr Evil in Austin Powers, and ultimately. to kill the Creation as a result.
We as a collective, need to fight this suppression! It's rather frightening to think that we as a collective, sometimes willfully engage with people and things that do not have good intentions for us.
This is similar to a malware infection into a computer program...as long as this program is operating on a controlled grid, you have to serve the direction which it dictates...otherwise it will punish you, who is but a loyal customer. How unfair?!
Get off that grid...be free. Stop acting like a dog on a leach. Run the open road...be like a dog who runs into the ocean and chases after birds and waves... it only takes courage, and belief, and work.
Here we go...life's up and down, you never know what you gonna get...
Teach yourself to keep your head above the circus, by the mere acceptance of it being there, and the calm knowing that you are able to handle anything that comes your way.
It's the accident you saw happening, before it happened. You prevented it from happening, because you have already seen the outcomes of it before it happened...like a wave crashing over your head, toppling over your boat. Your head goes with the motion of the sudden crash of a wave, only to grant you another breath of air, as you come up, and feel the sun on your face.
And you know that, there is simply nothing in this world to fear. The only thing you should fear, is fear itself.
Fear of the storm is worse than the storm itself.
I think its when you feel so intensely afraid, that what you are truly achieving, is by facing your limitations, those very times where you felt like quitting,
Where instead, you take a deep breath, and you realize that, you gots this. I have only failed, once I give up.
Its the fear of being pulled into something you don't like; or the fear of rejection, and even the fear of experiencing something awful, much like what you have known to be true for the past few years. But is it so impossible, that perhaps, your life is about to take another direction?
We are not compatible with the system, in any way. It is outdated. Feeling vulnerable, as you kick off the grips of an old system, is part of the process of becoming free again.
Reach out and open yourself to the loud calling of the truth within, embracing the random or whatever may bewilder you.
In order to reach your life's purpose, you need to be placed in a situation that makes you grow.
This is what I compare to a teabag being placed in hot water. The flavor can only come out, when the teabag is being forced to 'be stronger' than what it is...
What situation is this you ask? A situation that makes you so uncomfortable, that you start to embrace your inner strength and in the process, you push yourself toward something that is much greater than you have known, it is 100% compatible to the idea of true connectivity: it is called truth. It is called, God.
Hold out, take a deep breath, and know that it is simply a wake up call, and that it is necessary for you to be pushed into a state of wakefulness.. waking up, from a past life of sleepiness, can be painful and frightening, yet liberating at the same time!
It is the art of life...break down the walls of fear, and what is left, Is infinity: everything as it is.
Quieten the barking dogs, the very same dogs who are pets to owners, who rely on their owners for, everything.
There is a great difference between the dogs that live behind bars, and those who run freely on the beach.
The ones on the beach have much character, and their souls are content.
I think the way an owner treats their pets tells you much about the behavior of those animals. Same goes for us people. Our owners could be the system, or it could be, God. God guides and facilitates, and teaches. He does not demand respect or authority over you. He also does not invade in your life. It's your choice whether you want Him there or not.
Don't you think if you look at the world and how odd it seems how some people behave, that perhaps these same people are controlled by their authority figure (or owner).
Maybe if this authority figure were to be illustrated, I would call it the militant state, or the fear of policing. The fear of being in the hands of a system that ultimately pushes its people to breaking point, and demands they are subservient. Nothing more, and nothing less than, a consumer ID.
Remember, ✨Life is like a video-game!✨keep playing - even if some stages are hard, it will get better if you keep going.
We will now move towards the ultimate tool of complete empowerment - internet freedom which is freedom from a physical government - instead, we have the digital narrative,which evolves and allows us to tap into our full potential.
Your life could be much simpler, faster, effective, and meaningful.
All you need to do is play the game right. And for that, you need the right tools.
So today I realized that being free, means being free mentally, it means having no more walls in your way!
And usually, these walls have been built for you both willingly and unwillingly by the Authorities in your life. They have been cemented in your head for the past few years and have manifested over and over again, like a chattering radio, dictating your behavior, and unknowlingly, you have carried out what it demands. Now, you are forced to see that it does not serve you in any way. Once you ditch it, it ditches you. And if you want to go a mile further, and by this I mean, in the direction of your dreams, you have ti be willing to take the plunge, and the pain that comes with...going into the wild.
A gift in itself? Yes. The final gift is freedom. You have a map, built into your internal guidance system. Trust it.
I realized the power of finding your true identity and that it simply means,letting go of the burden you have carried with you..
I find sometimes that it can be the waiting in itself that eats at our soul, and this is because we have been trained to wait. We wait our lives away. Things don't happen unless we make them happen. We live during a time, where we expect magic to happen, as it would in the movies, or as in a game show, or the lottery... a get-rich ponzee scheme. This truly only happens in the movies.
That being said, it is possible to get rich quickly, but you need to work smart, not expect things to fall on your lap, from making some shady backdoor deals and the like.
And life has a way of throwing curveballs at us. This is not to set you back, but to drive you, throw you into a situation which will further enhance your 'flavor' or character.
Sometimes difficult to make sense of everything. Especially it it involves a way of life you were used to experiencing and now it's different. And it's hard when you feel like you are on a quest, few travel...but it's much better to take the road less travelled.
It can be lonely, but it works out for the better, for you and for those around you. Help yourself first, and the rest will follow. You help you, and in the process, you help me.
But it needs some getting used to. And then you get to a point where you are ready to give up. This is the ultimate crux and tip. Feel it, and as you would do with fear, feel it pass through. And in that moment, you will realize, that the very best thing to do is: to simply to let go.
Stop fussing tossing and turning. And let go.
Because things really do happen the way they should, provided that you are making en effort to make it happen.
Life is something quite incredible and worth living. The most beautiful things are found in the most unusual places. Watch with glittering eyes around you, because those who do not believe in magic, will never find it.
You are not your past, and it does not define you. You are this moment, and what you choose to become.
Experiencing your life, the way you want it to be, is the most important and powerful thing in this world.
Feeling good and at peace, means letting go of the shit that weighs you down.
I think we often don't realize that we are the masters of our own destiny. And we create the world around us, with our senses and our thoughts. You are God to your own world.
Everything is simply light and we have perceived this light to be different aspects of the same structure.
Stop looking for permission from others to be you, which means to choose the life you want. Once you find yourself, nobody can take it away from you.
It's perfectly well something to be proud of ... and this is to be you! Because there ain't no-one like you. You are so unique!
We like ourselves the most when we are truthful to ourselves. It bothers us when we lie about who and what and where we are in life, because the very core of our beings are governed by truth.
Your life's purpose is truth. The closer a person gets to his soul purpose, the more difficult it becomes, but the more obvious it becomes that his is their reason for being.
How do I do it? You just stop putting on this show. Don't be a star in the Truman show. Just stop making yourself feel uncomfortable, or 'people pleasing'... its not good for you!
Be free from the opinion of others - this is intense freedom.
There is no right or wrong way of living your life.... as long as you feel free then it must be good.
Peace out. See you in the next post!
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