It is no coinidence that you wrote about being focused. I say so becausd i realized about two months ago that my lake-life has been a result of mismanagement of time and not of resources like i previously thought. I have abandonned so many goals because i thought the resources were unavailable. Only recently, i found out i was sickened with procastination. I spend more time thinking about what to do than doing.
Im working on time management by planning ahead, avoid thinking and using affirmations to break the bad habit. Its a work in progress i must say. This post was indeed meant for me.