I don't like to put words into people's mouths but I feel you are kind of saying nobody benefits. Yet power and wealth are incredibly undivided and reducing social behaviour is probably not making up for that. There would be no reason for anyone ever to distract people from the truth, and thus nobody is 'planning' anything. I wouldn't compare a needle and sickness versus -birthing into this world-. How much more important are 'first' experiences in the long run?

Oh, and I'm sorry to hear that about your childhood. There's a lot of nastiness out here, I hope your path continuous in a more fortunate manner. By the way, what is truly the meaning of the word conspiracy? You know what I think? The term conspiracy theory is a conspiracy.