The Last Beautiful Word From You

Our meeting was a bit of an accident, even though we were on campus but in different majors and we didn't know each other. meet
"my name ahmad, what's your name?"
"My name is a gem"
"from what department?"
"I'm from the economics department, with you?"
"I'm from literature"
That was the beginning of our introduction, which eventually we exchanged phone numbers. It was at the beginning of that meeting that we both met on campus and off campus.
Somehow I feel comfortable with him when when he is next to me, sometimes he texted me asking for an invitation sometimes he texted me asking for a meeting, he is really different from other women I have known, it turns out from the cheerfulness that I always see here something she hid, namely her disease of damage to her kidneys, she was a very loving female figure and she was a very good female figure to me, the cheerfulness was now gone.
One day he said to me, "there is a woman wearing a white dress and she is carrying a flower, do you know who the flower is?"
I also do not know what the meaning of his words, and he said "I love you, can I love you", I replied "it's okay, but the word love is wide for anyone", " yes i have loved you for a long time ahmad ... "
" not that you do not want to dating first ... "

" for the last time do you want to be my girlfriend? "
"I love you jewel, I want to be your lover ..."
"I want to see you now?"
"Aren't you sick?"
"Yah at my house, but you bring some fruit y," like martabak and others hehehe "
" ok deh "
" don't bring any
flowers "
I immediately rushed to his house which is not far from my house about 4 km, I reached his house and I met his parents, I was immediately told to go in to find the gem, these tears could not be restrained when I saw the situation the skinny gem due to the illness he is experiencing at the moment, after I joked with him he called his father and brother to accompany him with a smile he looked at us, soon he said, my father was sleepy I slept first yes, immediately his eyes fell asleep with a smile , I immediately grabbed his cold feet and told his father, his feet were so cold, his father immediately shed his tears at the end of our meeting. I never imagined the end of a meeting like this,
O God, place her by your side, forgive all her sins, meet us in the hereafter because she is a woman I love very much, I am sincere about her departure