Match is a reflection of yourself

in #fiction4 years ago

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Some say love is a choice. The choice to be loved more or to love more. Because it is impossible in a relationship to have the same level of love. Kiran is upset, should he turn to choose the heart that has been waiting for him for a long time or keep waiting for the heart he wants. Honestly, Kiran is already feeling tired, because waiting for something uncertain is hard. Then how are you with Tio, who liked him first before Kiran liked Reno. Fight first before Kiran fight for Reno. Even though there may also be times where Tio is fought for by other people. Kiran took a deep breath.

"If I reject it, won't I regret it later?" Inner mind.

Tio is not a child of Jamet, Alay or the kind of boy who makes women feel. Tio is charming, kind, and caring, which of course many girls like him in school. After much thought, Kiran decided to confess his last love to Reno, if he refused he would open his heart and try to love Tio.
Yes, Kiran has been rejected many times by Reno like Kiran has rejected Tio many times. This is what people call karma.

"Ren," said Kiran starting the conversation on the school rooftop.
"What else?" Replied Reno jutek.
"I asked you one last time ... you are right ... no ... intention ... to open your heart to me?"
Reno now met Kiran's gaze.
“My answer is still the same as before, sorry Kiran, I still don't like you. And ... I hope you won't take me to school like this to ask unnecessary things like this again. We are already in grade 3! We want a test! Learning is more important for your future than love like this, Kiran… Okay! ”
"What's the reason you can't like me?"
“To like someone doesn't need a reason, neither does you like someone. I just don't like you. There's no reason. " Reno walked away without waiting for Kiran's response. Maybe he was used to seeing Kiran's response when he was rejected.
"Wait Ren!"
His steps suddenly stopped. Reno turned his head without being asked.
"What's more!"
"This is the last time I shoot you, from now on even though in this world there are only two of us left, I would prefer extinct humans to you. Even if you like me, try your best to get me. I, even though I still like you. I wont want to be with you. From now on, I stop liking you! So let me go on ahead! because I also want to feel how it feels to leave you first here! "
"OK, go ahead!" Reno replied after a moment of silence digesting Kiran's words.

The next day the school is shocked by the appearance of Tio and Kiran holding hands. Tio escorted Kiran to the front of his class. Reno, who was already in class, only glimpsed the appearance of the center of attention.
"We'll go home together, right?" Tio asked Kiran.
"Yes."
"Yes, I'll wait in front of your class, I'll go to my class first ...," Tio smiled at the end of his words.

Kiran sits on his bench accompanied by a crowd of curious classmates.
"Are you dating?" Asked one of them.
"Yes," answered Kiran, glancing at the bench next to him, which was none other than Reno.
"Since when? Since when?" Another crowd of the crowd was excited.
"Yesterday."
“What's that on the horde! Come on, sit in your respective places, "said the teacher, rescuing Kiran from a crowd of curious people.

"Do you really want to date?" Reno asked, still looking at the book.
"What business do you have?"
"Just feel sorry for your boyfriend, just like a outlet, it seems."
"Don't worry, I'll try to like him like I liked you first! I'm not that bad playing with people's hearts. Because I know very well how it hurts someone. "

The moon began to change, Kiran and Tio got closer and Reno was even more forgotten. Even today, finally Kiran managed to convince his friend to change seats with the lure of K-pop concert tickets. But unexpectedly, Reno stood in front of Kiran's new seat.
"You can't move on from me so much?"
Kiran looked at Reno with anger. He stood up and pulled Reno out and threw Reno's hand when he got to the school rooftop.

“You can't speak slowly? Isn't it enough that you refuse me so many times? And now you want the whole class to know I like you? "
"We only have a month to go through the exam, can't you just last a month? I cant adapt easily, I'm afraid my studies will be interrupted.
“You are so selfish! You only think about yourself? You don't think about my feelings at all. "
"What's wrong with you? Don't you already have a boyfriend and are trying to like him? Okay, so why disturb my routine by changing benches? "
"That is! I really can't move on from you, I don't want to disappoint Tio. That's why I moved! Because I find it difficult to move on from you! Satisfied?"
"You can't hold it ... just a month," asked Reno.
"Why should I?"
“If you don't want me, I'll talk to your boyfriend. If you guys were dating right after I rejected you. "
"You ... really mean Ren!"
"Therefore, pack your things and come back to sit next to me. Come on, it's almost time for entry. "
"Do not want! What's the difference between me and another? Isn't it enough for him to be quiet and bother you? What's the problem? Why should I next to you? "
“I'm unusual and I can't concentrate. I need time to adapt to each other but I don't have time to adapt. We'll take the exam in a month. "
"You don't like me, do you?"
"No!"
"If you are like this then I will think you like me, that's why I will talk to your new partner next door to be quiet and not bother you. Okay!" Kiran just left, leaving Reno, who took a deep breath.

And sure enough, Reno lost focus on the teacher's explanation. Even though his seatmate didn't move at all. Even Reno didn't hear the slightest sound from his classmate. But still he couldn't focus. He just kept looking at Kiran. Maybe this is because Reno's habit of glancing at Kiran between lessons, especially now that their seats are quite far away, so it takes a struggle for Reno to see Kiran every now and then because it is closed by other friends which results in Reno unable to focus until the bell rings. Reno didn't even have a chance to talk to Kiran because Kiran always left after class.

Even so, Kiran was immediately picked up by his girlfriend. Seeing the two of them leave together made Reno feel something strange. And every day Reno feels that something is missing as Kiran is far away from his daily life, which makes Reno wonder to himself. Could it be that he likes Kiran now?