"For I know the plans I have for you," says the Lord. "They are for good and not disaster, to give you a future and a hope." Jeremiah 29:11
In my own times of despair @a8mil3, I have found my ultimate relief in knowing my Creator, infinitely greater than me, cares. About me. His love for us, I believe, is beyond our comprehension.
Trust in Him and the power of His redeeming love. He knows all about us and what we need. You will not find what you need here in our broken world. The Lord of Redemption will ultimately restore us and this world to what He always intended it to be.
"Now may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, so that you will abound in hope by the power of the Holy Spirit." Romans 15:13
Daoud, perhaps as encouragement to you, here you will find my testimony about what the Lord of Redemption did in my life.