I’m sure from your point of view, @exyle, these VLOGs are therapeutic and an opportunity to vent, but like a few foundational Steemians, its these daily affirmations that really do make you a community leader. It’s 5:30a.m. here and I’m restlessly laying here in bed, stressed over all the things you mentioned in this blog. I feel deeply for the Steemit team members, like you said, right before Christmas, and I myself am having to come to terms that this holiday isn’t going to look anything like what I pictured even three months ago [...which at the time I thought HAD to be the bottom]. There’s a lot of anger and resentment to go around. We’re feeling this as a community and as individuals. Most the time, I have a pretty clear head but during the emotional moments, I admit I too, look for leadership. Sadly, right now, that’s scarce as well. Your contributions and thoughts go a long way.