It's a tough balancing act. Not excusing anyone but at that time, you did what you felt was right. It doesn't always align with the bigger picture but it's hard to think when you're in between a rock and a hard place. Heck I'm not going to deny I'm still conflicted. But there's something to be said about being able to admit where you were lacking and that deserves a thumbs up. That aside, here's to hoping for a better steemit. May we all learn to co-exist harmoniously!