Yes, right in the direction of Ashura and instantly I was surprised and amazed by the beauty that he had. At that time Asyura wearing a clean white mukena, she looks more beautiful with the mukena, I imagine Asyura is a sholehah woman men desire figure. Obviously I am as a man who wishes to have a wife who sholehah fell in love at first sight.
Ashura is my first love, after tarawih prayer is over, I rushed out of the mosque, wishing I could get acquainted with him, though only to know his name. But the plan failed, because I did not dare to approach him directly. I decided to go home, usually I hang out in one of my neighboring neighborhood stalls. Arriving at home, I seemed to be haunted by regret, sorry for my inability to meet Asyura. Yet I was determined another time this intention I have to convey.
Time passed, at the end of Ramadhan I went back to pray tarawih congregation Asyura congregation, and this is where my intention to meet with him can be realized. After tarawih prayer finished I immediately meet him in a way, and ventured to know him more closely. Unhappy, I was well received by Ashura, he accepted friendship with me.
Slowly we grew closer and got to know each other, though we rarely met and communicated in the first year we knew each other. When it is very rare people who have HP, let alone can chat through Whatsapp and other social media. Thanks to technological advancements at that time, we decided each to buy HP tulalit to facilitate our communication. I bought him an HP that is exactly the same as me, because at that time Asyura no money to fulfill our wishes. He said he would replace the money, although I actually love to buy it Hp and did not expect to replace it.
Thanks to the means of communication that we became more familiar, even though 2 months ago we've loved each other, but I have not also expressed my heart to him by saying "would you be my lover". This time it was not because I did not dare, it's just that I wanted to make sure that one day he was my life companion, and I would ask him to consider all the flavors he had, lest he be wrong for choosing me.
One month after that, after much consideration, I decided to reveal all my heart to her and told her that I wanted to be her lover. And because at first he also has the same taste to me, Ashura also accepted me to be his lover with great joy. Precisely on 13 March 2009 we decided to tie the love strap, promise each other will keep the heart and feelings, will never be separated always there is life contained body. We were really very good at that time. I understand and understand well what is Asyura likes and dislikes, and vice versa, Ashura understand and understand what I really like and dislike. And we keep it well for years.
Although sometimes we misunderstand each other, but we persist because of a commitment to solve it well. For five years we were together, sometimes fighting and far apart, sometimes likes and happy. All the spice of love we have passed together. And came the saddest moments of our life and love story. Ashura has left me for ever, he has faced the God who created beauty. But he has fulfilled the promise he has promised me, that there is no man besides me.
Since the departure of Ashura, my days have been empty, meaningless empty. For three months I remembered all the sweet stories between us. Crying, pleading, but Asyura will never come back again. Only a string of prayers to God as a tranquilizer myself, I send for him that I love, for his beloved, for him who remembered. Hope you are calm by His side.
