That's a whole lot of motivation just not in words but from the way you handle situations of your life. True, many times we feel we are so doomed but it is just about shifting the perspective which gives us a whole new look of how fortunate we are when we compare ourselves with so many others. When I feel miserable about anything, I too shift that focus and then realize how lucky I am to have the life I am living, what I cry for is so irrelevant to what so many others are going through. I could feel you poured out your heart here.
I wish loads of happiness for you my dear 💖💖