I deserve everything that I can do! Even exyle self-votes his posts is that bad also? If someone writes interesting comment or post I will upvote him. I don't make a lot of posts and the only way to motivate myself to at least comment on peoples posts is the ability to reward myself with an upvote and also sometimes no ones gives a shit about my comments so I upvote it because I feel like I deserve at least upvote from myself. But if that is bothering you then I can just set steemvoter bot to upvote posts from certain people and forget about steem at all and then I do not need to participate in your "community".