I feel like I just got finished reading through a novel. Good on you for not succumbing to the urges of revenge. I frequently go through waves of feeling like someone has that hold over me, the one that makes you feel like screaming, " do you not know who I am and what I'm capable of?!" But not being that person can take a lot of work. I used to meditate, it was easy for me though because I grew up in the country. In Nova Scotia, I would find a good place to sit in the woods, sometimes light a campfire sometimes not, just breathe and relax. I now live in the neighboring town in an apartment and dont have that luxury anymore, so it does get easier to get caught up in the urges and fight them off again. I find the more people you surround yourself with the greater the chance youll tick someone off, you cant please everyone, but you can also not purposely try XD. Ive watched your livestreams and participated in the dsound technocoin event. From what ive seen from you jerry. Your not out to get anyone and so far I get good vibes from you. Keep on keeping on, if you dont have haters you dont have true fans. Steem on dude.