always ask myself that, "what if I am only dreaming this life?" Sometimes i wonder because there are times I experience deja vu. Sometimes it feels I have been there or done that before. But there has been this one thing that bothers or well actually makes me think. I always wonder why we only know what is happening to us? I wonder why we don't know what is happening even just next door or with my daughter far away. Then I also wonder what will happen if I die? Will all my memories be erased?