I really hope you can "get your old life back". I hate sudden changes and I can´t put myself on your position, you had so much impact in the community, in crypto in general, and your content was pretty useful for me to get into crypto...

If STEEM suddenly fails and goes down to zero, you will be blamed, that´is inevitable, but that´s because you are doing a good job and sending your message, you are an important face.