Stay strong buddy.
You are not alone, even though it might feel like it.
I don't know what to say...
We are a playing chess game together for the very first time and now I see this post...
Keep talking about your emotions.
Don't stay quiet.
You are doing the right thing to reach out
And also - after reading your previous post - about calling your mom daily and trying to make her happy, visiting her when she was sick, I can't help but feel that you've done the best you could.
She will be proud of you.
Much love!
Thank you. We would play more games later. I know I'd be fine. Today is day 3, I haven't accepted it. I still talk to her in my head. And I know her responses. I will be fine.
❤️
She will always have a place in your heart.
Take as much time as you need.