Finally, it happened. I don't know what to do. My mom is dead. My only reason for living is dead. I just needed time. I just needed time.
I haven't accepted it.. how can I? I'm travelling to lagos tomorrow.
Today is officially the worse day of life. I might never forgive myself.
I should have tried begging everyone in my life for money instead of just writing my fears
Now, I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life.
She never got to see me get better and stronger. What will be the point of making money, if my mother won't know or spend it. My life is ruined at 22
I really don't know how to react. Someone help me.
I lost my mother in 2019. I was 47, and it was still difficult. When I say "difficult," I mean it almost broke me. I too was racked with guilt after Mom's death. I wonder if everyone feels that way. My Mom was on many medications, and I realized two weeks after she passed that the hospital had forgotten to give her one of them, and that she might have been in pain because of it. That is not the only thing I feel guilty about.
The famous Buddhist monk Thich Nhat Hanh said that his mother's death was the saddest thing that ever happened to him.
I can tell you this: in the past three years, I have become accustomed to my mother being gone. I still cry all of a sudden sometimes. Everyone mourns in their own way.
I personally got a lot of peace when, last year, I finally decided to take some time each day, light a candle, and have a conversation with Mom as though she were present, including discussing my guilt. I know just what she would say if she was there, and, on the one hand, it was nothing like having her back. On the other hand, it is a little like having her back in a way.
Be very kind and patient with yourself. You are so young, and this is hard. I like to think about what my mother would want me to do -- I find it helps. However, it is different for every person.
I am so sorry you have to go through this and when you are so young. I hope you can let go of the guilt or channel it into something constructive for you.
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Thank you. It's Day 3 now, I haven't truly accepted it. I still talk to her in my head. I don't know if i can do this forever.
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Oh my! So Sorry, Take heart, its the world we live in. Should I say I lost my mum and dad at the same year? One to death one to stroke. May God give you the fortitude to bear it.
You know life is full of surprises brother..
It left me with one when I was in my junior class at the secondary school I wept when she was gone, the highest thing I could think of then was to follow her into the grave, that was the gravity of my pain, but here I am to console you for the same reason. Do you know that life didn't stopped with those surprises I nearly died when mum left but till now I am not dead yet even when Dad decided to follow her a year after, yea I am still alive..
In a north sell, embrace whatever you can't change, look at life as a teacher, be very ready for anything if it is in the world we are living today.
I use to tell my friends I am not going to be surprise if a rat should turn to a cow in my presence, funny but true and I mean my words. What surprises will range over the ones I've got from this world already. Just be stronger it doesn't used to be easy but trust me you will do tomorrow what I am doing today, I never knew I could stand to tell someone to take heart for their lost, but here I am asking that you please accept my sincere heartfelt condolences bro🙏🙏🙏🙏💜
This is really huge for you at the moment, it's not just anyone you lost but Mom, I mean your whole world. No one can actually say they know what you feeling right now except they've gone through same experience at your age range.
But brother the deed is done and life has taken a treasure from you, what is next is to make her proud wherever she is. She wouldn't want you to be broken at the moment
That very money you are still going to make it, and the one to spend it will come as well... Mama will still feel that fulfilment and joy like she is the one you spending it on.
I'm truly sorry for your lost, it's not an easy one to bear, because I for One I do tell my Mom that I don't want to spend money treating or burying her. But I want to give her all the beautiful thrill LIFE has to offer
Brother just hold strong we are still here for you. Let's make Mama proud still, One Love 💞
Hmm... this is so saddening. There’s actually no right words of encouragement to give now. But, I do hope and pray for you to find comfort soon.
The Lord will give you the fortitude to bear the loss. Take heart bro and May mama’s soul Rest In Peace.
You will definitely make her proud wherever she is one day. Don’t give up.
So sorry brother 😢
It is truly a hard time for you and I pray God gives you the strength to forge ahead 😓
Be strong brother
I am speechless right now
I am so sorry for your loss brother. Stay strong and we are praying for you.
Much love brother😍
She’s with you in a way you have never experienced before trust me, some things can never be taken away. Just try to be strong so you can be all that she has prepared you to be and more… she spent 22 years looking after you, please try in your capacity to make it count bro… most importantly please let the tears flow when u need to because it’s important too… You’ll be fine, I promise… stay strong Sam
Hey boss, I'm sorry for what happened, it's not a good news to hear, and even not a good time but the deed had been done so you just have to be strong and the Lord will be your strength in this time...
OMG... the real hero went to sleep... She will always be with you and guide you in all you do be strong brotherly 💔
It's well man!
May the Good lord comfort you in jesus name!
All will be well buddy!
May the Lord comfort you and your family during this period of your loss. May her soul rest in peace. It is well
Sorry for your loss Mann, cheer up, I'm sure you'll still be proud to see you grow stronger from her resting place...
I am so sorry for your loss @samostically. I dont even have the right words right now.
But I understand the pain of losing a loved one. Please take heart.
🥺🥺🥺
I am speechless...
My heart goes out to you
There is never a right word to say in this situation,
The lord will give you strength to deal on this time ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Oh dear! 😭
This is so bad, I may not understand totally how you feel right now but I do know it's bad... Very bad 🤦♀️
God knows best, that's all I can say. I just hope you find comfort soon and be strong for her, she wouldn't want you to be ruined because of her.
God got you my dear, please take care of yourself
Stay strong buddy.
You are not alone, even though it might feel like it.
I don't know what to say...
We are a playing chess game together for the very first time and now I see this post...
Keep talking about your emotions.
Don't stay quiet.
You are doing the right thing to reach out
And also - after reading your previous post - about calling your mom daily and trying to make her happy, visiting her when she was sick, I can't help but feel that you've done the best you could.
She will be proud of you.
Much love!
Thank you. We would play more games later. I know I'd be fine. Today is day 3, I haven't accepted it. I still talk to her in my head. And I know her responses. I will be fine.
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She will always have a place in your heart.
Take as much time as you need.
I am so sorry for your loss, this is the hardest day in your life indeed. But even in these very very difficult situations, you will be strong enough. You have to be. There is no really good advice, but just to wish you a lot of strength!! 🙏
Thank you. I appreciate.
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Today is day 3. I haven't accepted it. I still feel she's alive somewhere. I see her in my head. She tells me to stop crying. I don't know if i can stay forever this way. But, I'd try
You will feel her presence for a long time, mothers will always be around somehow.
Sending more hugs and understanding, @samostically 😇🙏
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This is overwhelming. I'm so sorry ❤️
I am so sorry for you.
I also lost my mother with about 28. It hurts so much!
But just a few thoughts for you. First of all, she only real dead, if nobody anymore has her in his heart, when nobody is thinking about her. So keep her memory, the funny moments and the sad moments.
Also, such is nature. It is all our fate that we pass away and live on in the live of our children!
And finally, although you can´t imagine now, time heals every wound. It may take years, but I promise you, you will get over it. Just distract yourself from sad thougths and try to enjoy life nonetheless, meet other people, do you hobbies and your studies. She would have wanted that! I for sure want this for my children. It makes me sad imagine them in such a state.
Thank you for your words and encouragement. I will try my best.
I’m so sorry 😞❤️💡
I can understand how you feel to some an extent. So sorry about your loss, please stay strong.
🥺🥺 I'm so sorry. Hang in there ❤️
Bro I'm really sorry about this
Only God can comfort you
So sorry for your loss bro. Hang in there.
I pray God comforts you
Damn! I’m sorry. Please take heart.
Your Mom is alive in our hearts! Be strong. If you feel better talking to someone either on dm or call, I will be there for you to comfort you and you can open up to me, share your feelings and emotions. After you get time, I recommend you to open up to someone atleast, you will feel better this way.
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Thank you. This picture was on her birthday. This was the only time i got to take out. I'm glad i did.
Take heart bro... I assure that there are still so many things to live for. Be strong!
My condolences to you. Please take heart and stay strong. May God be with you!
Sorry for your loss mate.
So sorry to hear about your Mom, Please accept my sincere condolence! No one can replace her place but Almighty can comfort your heart! May her soul rest in peace. My deepest sympathy to you and the rest of your family!
Stay strong sir
I am sure she is always with you and watching you also hoping you wouldn't give up on life and also waiting for you to succeed.....Your mum isn't dead she is cheering you up for success and believe me you are not alone
My condolences
God be with you and give you strength to navigate through this difficult time
May her soul rest in perfect peace
And I pray you find much needed comfort and love 💙
So sorry about this.
Please, keep holding up.
Our prayers are with you and the family.🥺❤️❤️❤️
Please hold yourself. I know exactly how you feel. Don't hate yourself for not giving her the life you would have loved to. You did your best as you could afford. Don't be so hard on yourself.
Please accept my condolence and rejoice that she is in a better and safe place.
Am so sorry for your loss... God knows best
I m so sorry for your loss.
However .. no one ever accepts this.
It's sad.
So sorry dear
please take heart. Everything will be fine , i promise
May her gentle soul rest in peace
All mothers want the best for their children and I'm sure even at death their spirits are their to guide them.
I might not know how you feel but I know that loosing loved ones could be very painful
Try to forgive yourself man!
And be strong for her
Im sure...she wants to see you happy
May her soul rest in perfect peace!!!
Oh no so sorry about your loss
It's well ❤️🩹❤️🩹
I am so sorry for your loss brother! RIP. 💖 Very sad to know that you had to face all this at such a young age. Take care of yourself and the rest of your family. That's the most important thing right now.
I'm so sorry to hear about this, dear Sam. There's no words which can make you feel better with your loss right now, but I must say, you're not alone. We, your community, your friends, are here to help you in every possible way! Big hugs for your soul, brother!