This is really huge for you at the moment, it's not just anyone you lost but Mom, I mean your whole world. No one can actually say they know what you feeling right now except they've gone through same experience at your age range.

But brother the deed is done and life has taken a treasure from you, what is next is to make her proud wherever she is. She wouldn't want you to be broken at the moment

That very money you are still going to make it, and the one to spend it will come as well... Mama will still feel that fulfilment and joy like she is the one you spending it on.

I'm truly sorry for your lost, it's not an easy one to bear, because I for One I do tell my Mom that I don't want to spend money treating or burying her. But I want to give her all the beautiful thrill LIFE has to offer

Brother just hold strong we are still here for you. Let's make Mama proud still, One Love 💞