Hello Michael,
I really feel sorry for your lost. My worst day was exactly the same in 2011 when I lost my mum, which was the best person I ever known. It hurt so much and everyday things were so unimportant when you have to realize so drastically that every life has its end and what it means when you finally have to say goodbye to someone you love so much.
I really love your shows, your positive attitude, that you are funny and have a very good nose for crypto. Stay as you are! All the best to you and your son for 2018!!!