Life is a miracle but that does not mean it has a meaning. It can exist without a creator, a goal or a purpose. Essentially we are smart enough to be amazed but stupid enough to chase a greater meaning when in fact, we are going at mind-blogging speeds in an infinite universe strapped to a planet that spins very very fast. Fast enough that the illusion we are "static" is so convincing that it took us literally thousands of years to see the simple fact that we ARE NOT the center of the world...that being said, the scary part is that there is no meaning, the universe does not care and most likely, no god is watching over us and certainly not over you. That is the bad news.
The good news is that this leaves you in a very good position to define your own meaning or to define even what meaning even IS. It might take your whole life but that's the fun part.
Good luck.