Today I realized that I lost my earphones, but I'm very sure I left it at the office. I don't want to accuse, but I'm 99% sure that I left it on my desk. I'm frustrated because I know I am to blame. Had I not forgetten to bring it home, I csn still listen to the cool music. It also has a sentimental value since it was given by a friend.
Now, I'm at the point where I want to pass the blame to others. If no one took it, the earphones should still be there, but I know it's unfair to accuse, so now it gets more frustating for me.
I'm in a temporary state of depression. It sounds petty for some, but I'm really frustrated at myself.
It's difficult to let go. The sadness is consuming me right now.