I have pondered my feelings for a little while and gone through some of your stuff. I appreciate raw truth and can take it. What I have noticed about the truthful individuals in my life is that they are not constantly confrontational, only when it is needed, which makes it so much more effective. I suspect you may take secret delight in being an asshole, and if that is what floats your boat, by all means.

I always considered friendships superficial and annoying and never had one for over 20 years. My husband was enough for me, and still is. Things change, and if you are open minded you may be surprised by a human connection. I would say I wish you luck, but you probably need some time for reflection more.

And yes, my hair was shit. I fixed it. It's awesome now.