After eleven years of online humanitarianism, if I were "dodgy" it would have been reported. I challenge you to find one example or report that paints me as a person of bad integrity. You may find cops or other activists not agreeing with my opinions but you cannot find a single person who reports that I fucked them over.
This paragraph sais everything for me. I am not saying you did something "bad" but I am accusing you of trying to deceive individuals through emotional manipulation by misrepresenting concepts such as humanitarianism and anarchy. This is why I believe you are dodgy. You see, the candy of "humanitarianism" is licked from self-righteous individuals who think they are "selflessly" offering something more to the world than the rest when they are not.
You, Barry Cooper, are nothing but an ex-cop who felt bad about his previous carreer and then by talking about it online tried to justify his remorse with some skin-deep anarchic and libertarian ideas. All you do is talk about how "bad the state is". That doesn't make you more of a "humanitarian" than anyone else on the face of this planet. In the same way protestors who want the state to support refugees instead of themselves are not humanitarian even if they claim to be.
We all "humanitarian". We all care about SOME people around us but not so much the rest. You chose one group of people related to your guilt (anarchists/libertarians) and then marketed that idea as something special.