You wrote from the heart and that is what matters. I thought it was easy to read and follow. Maybe because your words resonated so much with my own thoughts.
When it comes to hope, it helps me to know my anchor of hope is not merely in mankind. I truly believe that no matter what happens while we are living on this planet with our physical restrictions and sometimes chains, in the end it will be good. That's what helps fuel my life, that, and people like you who write from the heart.