You keep running yourself into the ground over and over. You are trying to prove to the world that you are worthy to exist. You have nothing to prove! You are worthy to exist because of who you are. You are divine!
Allow the grace of God to come upon you and heal you. You, by yourself are nothing. But, you + grace = everything.
Stop trying to change yourself. When you truly allow Him to mold you, you will be amazed at the wondrous work of His hands.
Today, pray for the willingness to place yourself at the altar. Everything.
HE WILL HEAL YOU.
This is a beautiful revelation @kanderson223. You're deep in the flow and highly favored!!!