I do, but i always find myself more interested in (or confused by) what's happening here. Back in my days on steem even after the guilds started pushing rewards to those who posted about anything other than the platform itself, I couldn't help myself. My interest was in this ecosystem so I couldn't keep from writing (or podcasting) about it. I have so many questions, like why are notifications being read a blockchain transaction? I wish I hadn't missed the meeting where that was decided a priority. 😅 I jest but I really do wish I hadn't missed so much and it all made as much sense to me as it used to.

You are right though. I'm over thinking it. Mainly because I usually dismiss whatever causes the procrastination & it gets ignored, so right now I'm just ruminating, but don't worry I plan to snap out of it and move on.