Oh, yes, my friend, I understand you perfectly, and such a state happens to everyone who wants to strive in their lives. We try to learn, create, succeed and the main advantage of a person helps us - this is his life experience. Experience and knowledge in the most diverse areas of life. A person with a rich life experience is ready for success. His failures were the necessary preparation, the time of discipleship. His main mistakes he has already committed, and there is no need to expect foolishness from him. He is hardened by difficulties and adversities, he knows how to hold a blow - unlike those who can not boast of a great life experience. Thank you @cryptoctopus