I know you probably feel like you're in some sort of echo chamber and everything you say just keeps echoing softer and softer out into the void BUT, I can feel your optimism in the posts that you've put out there so far and I can tell you that you're on the right track. Keep posting. Keep learning. Keep being yourself. This isn't rocket science. It's mostly a belief in who you are and then the confidence to be that person. I'm going to follow you and watch how you progress. I think you will be a valuable part of this community. Merry Christmas! You're in the right place at the right time. Be yourself and take advantage of it.