Ok, so dodged the question. And you are saying I'm avoiding the truth!? That is really sad. I wasn't asking for or was giving you any interpretation. I ask you just to repeat biblical truth as it is stated in Joh 12,37-41.
There is an unmeasurable difference between your Jesus and the biblical Jesus because there is an infinit distance between the created and the uncreated, between the creation and the creator, the eternal and the non-eternal. But the sad thing is that your unbiblical Jesus cannot save you. Your sins against the eternal one are so severe that they have eternal consequences. If your substitute isn't equally eternal, he isn't able to bear your sins and pay your guilt.
The Lord has led his church, consisting of all born again believers, in all the truth as he has promised to be with them till the end of the age in their teaching activity in Mt 28:19-20. You are putting yourself outside of biblical christianity by believing a severe damnable heresy.
I could go on and on with scriptural passages proofing that the Son is also YHWH but you are resistant to the truth because you are not born of the truth.
Who is the thirst and the last according to Isa 44:6? 1Pet 3,15 commands you to give an answer. Dodging it again would be another sin.