Thank you, I do appreciate your response. Very thoughtful and wonderfully written. I am typically a negative person. Glad I'm awake, but I am surrounded by those who are not and no matter what I say or do, I'm wrong no matter what, not allowed to do anything else. Not too sure if I am light, full of stress, not sure what to think, have issues too. I come on Steemit and on Gab, most people don't care either way. I'm not sure where I'm at this point, wish I had the same optimism as you, but things aren't good around here, only getting worse. Wish I weren't around here, it's too depressing, everyday here is Groundhog Day.