Hi @mymoontao I am glad that the reading resonated with where you are at right now. When you choose a card, amazingly it always affirms what we already know. Don't be hard on yourself, just remember that you are just remembering how perfect you already are. That's pretty much what life is all about. I encourage you not to focus on what you perceive as something wrong, but to acknowledge that there is room for you to improve how you look at situations and yourself. I find for myself, that once I recognize something that needs improvement, I thank my higher self and ask it too replace it with a higher thought and I also choose to look at things from a higher perspective. Topaz.... Awesome stone. Thank you so much for sharing with me. Much love and blessings to you