Hellooo @wanderlass! Thank you for stopping by and your complimentary words! It was a low point for sure! Much has changed in me since then! When Joe died, it felt like the world should stop and things should be visibly changed in the world. But guess what, the world went on. Nothing changed in the world, but everything changed in me! Now I am grateful. Then I wasn't! It was a bitter, painful journey but goodness and strength came out of it! Thank you again, @wanderlass!