@seaslim, I don't know you but I "feel" you! You are an incredibly empathetic you can "feel-the-pain-of-another" kind of human! Thank you for being you!

Yes, it was a horrible thing! Like horrible things, we FEEL like we can't make it and can't go on, but that wasn't the truth! Seems like we get chances in life to grow through and live or retreat and die inside.

The story after "The Knock" is almost as riveting as the story that lead up to "The Knock"! Maybe one day I will have the inside "green light" to do it!

Thank you again for your kindness!