Thanks for sharing this. This is so true. I mean, I feel true emotions. This was not written with pen or the brain, it was from the heart. But don't focus on the result, focus on the process. I mean, I can understand how you feel. But when I find myself in those conditions, I recount back on my past victories and I tell myself it's a testimony that will save someone somewhere someday. So brace up and smile even while crying.... Lol.... I do that consciously.