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I want to think

It has been so difficult to get rid of you that at this point I no longer feel an apparent pain. I'm tired of looking for you, I'm tired of missing you, I'm tired of dreaming and imagine that this story ends with a happy ending. I got tired of you, of your memory; or that I want to think. I want to cling to the idea that I do not need you anymore, I want to think that I do not care anymore, but I have said so many times that, contrary to what the saying says, this has not come true. I want to think that I am fine, that I would take you out of my life as easy as I have taken other people. Believe me, I've tried to get you out of my life, suffer nobody does it for pleasure, but here I am; Wanting to think that everything is fine.
I'm not used to being sad, I'm in favor of life being carried with dignity and as positive as possible, but I suppose even the most prepared fortress succumb at some point in their lives.

You were a thunderstorm, I was a house of cards.

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