it's easy to fake the smile and laughs in a clustered zone, filled with loved ones. It's even easier to make a joke and laugh loudly, give hugs to those who know you well. It’s easy to hide the hurt and pain you feel Inside. It's pretty easy to pretend you are okay when your heart is totally shattered..
As soon as you're alone all that vanishes, the smile diminishes and your heart plunk brokenly when you let your mind run free. You curl up on the bed or even on the floor and wipe totally frustrated asking 'Why? '. You let your mind put these mean/heartless words into your head and heart. You already know you are hurt and in pain, so you start feeling all alone, knowing that tomorrow you will maintain the same routine cause it's hard getting over. .
You feel like a wussy , but you're amazingly strong.
It's completely okay to cry and pour out the pang. It’s okay to not be brave. It’s okay to feel shattered , but always remembering that you are anything but Powerful and strong. .
taking life day by day here. Because with each beat of your heart, you are healing and braving another day.
So many people adore you. I know that you remember the love and memories you've buried behind. So mentum up, because you're someone's Sweetheart .