Ugly and fat.
Where you just barely exist and gone unnoticed.
Why does it somehow a perk?
Well here it is
Having someone you love the most in the whole wide world to reject you gently. By saying "im not ready for relationship" instead “you're fat and ugly, I dont want to be with you". That is why you cheated on me at the first place, aren't you? You are a person, an object for people to train their sensitivity and kindness by being dishonest.
To have your momma lecturing you to eat healthy and cut down sugar after months and months of not seeing each other instead of "I miss you". Yes, I miss you too mommy. Perks: getting different kind of "I miss you".
Kedai-mamak-talk that full with nutrionist. Instead of asking how you've been, asking how's life treated ya so far. But there they are, sipping their teh tarik ping while explaining work-out routine or diet plans to you and you just nod and smile. we could talk abt other things, we could talk abt how the stars are made or why the world is sphere but why this? Well, atleast you're doing a great deal of charity by letting people practice their "doctor" skills on ya.
The world is not a place for ugly objects. There you are, unnoticed with a heart like a fire and a ragging soul. You're not alone and you are just fucking incredible and nothing, nothing is wrong with being who you are. Just so you know, the uglies and fats deserve beautiful things. There's nothing that the uglies and fats are not worthy of. You deserve beautiful things, we deserve beautiful things. Spread love around x