for hosting. I have already invested all the money I had and kinda need it.
Not sure how I will be able to do it. But if you push harder, things will make sense and it will happen soon. What you can do is work on your yourself and hope for the best.
Sometimes it is necessary to fail for you to succeed. It is necessary to get destroyed to create something new.
I went through something similar with my website. I messed up and I had to delete it and I lost all the content on it because I had no backup.
I need to start from zero and work my way up.
Sometime you need to be strong and do - what you do.