Dealing with breakup

Hello everyone, I'm doing this because I seriously need to blow off some steam. Lately I've met some amazing people in this community, I've seen wonderful works, interesting info, I feel I've grown so much in only two months, I can't thank enough all the amazing people who has given me positive feedback (I don't want to tag anybody because I don't know if it's appropriate) However. the reason I decided to join Steemit has vanished, my significant other just left me, you see, it's like this, I'm Venezuelan, and as you probably already know my country is going through a rough patch (there's an euphemism if I've ever seen one) and we wanted to move abroad, start a new life, build a future together etc. All was nice and well, I made being the best possible boyfriend my life goal, so I took it up to me to save up all the money I could (that's when I got the idea of joining steemit) and last night it all went to hell, right now I'm so lost, I don't know what to do, I want to call them, just to say how much they mean to me, but would it be worth it? I doubt it, I'm sure everybody has breakup stories, I know I do, anyways, I just wanted to vent a little so I decided to post it in here in hopes of hearing some positive things, I know it's not the best place to talk about personal things, but I really need to entertain my mind so, sorry if this is upsetting anyone, I just really need to let my feelings out
I'll add an image a friend helped me create recently (still learning the landscapes) hope it puts you in a forgiving mood (sorry for the whole emotional mess)