Time doesn't heal losing the love of your life. Some people simply cannot be replaced.. The comfort and peace certain individuals in my life were able to allow me is something I'm probably never going to find again.

This is the second time Her and I broke up.. It was 2 years in between. I thought about her every day. I could have another woman in my arms cuddling and it wasn't the girl I was with that I was thinking of. It was my ex.

I'm struggling to even wake up and feed myself let alone go out and expend energy I don't have entertaining others. Not sure what the fix for this is. All that I know is that this is something that time doesn't heal. :/