Oh man... First of all, I just want to reassure you how brave you are. It's tough to let yourself be vulnerable, even if it's online. So, I guess all the comments you left on my Cordial posts were really mined from experience. I didn't realize how deep-seated they were. You're such an awesome person and you deserve to be with someone better. Someone who will make you feel loved every waking moment. You're already so brave in dealing with the HIV, but the meth has got to be the last straw. He doesn't know how lucky he has it. You do, so let him go before things become too permanent.
Never mind your age. Just go at your own pace, bud. You don't have to conform to whatever norm society sets. You do you. Live your truth.
I'm not brave at all. I will erase the content of this post before the 7th day. I am ashamed of this entire situation and I am a bit stuck in it because I have feelings. But I am slowly fixing it. I'm doing myself and loving myself - not enough yet.
Thanks to be here.
You'll get there, my friend. No need to rush anything.