Hi, guys!
I'm still feeling really bad, and I've decided to just take it easy until the New Year, just sleeping all day and doing nothing. Maybe my depression will ease faster if I give my brain a complete rest and a chance to simply recover. There's no power in the house practically 24/7, so it's still difficult to do anything. Although I could work on filming, I'm completely exhausted and in no mood for anything, so I'm not forcing myself and just hoping I'll be able to get back into the swing of things relatively easily after the first of the month.
I've written down plans for next year, and they're quite extensive, so I hope I'll be able to accomplish them. Of course, for that to happen, I need to be able to stay healthy, otherwise nothing will happen. I still need to grow my blog's audience, and it would be really nice if it switched to organic views, but I have no idea how to do that because I'm currently getting paid traffic, and I have no idea how to get rid of it. I create content just as well as anyone else, but I just can't seem to get it to click.
It's doubly frustrating that some stupid videos featuring crappy makeup get high views, while videos with book reviews, which I work so hard on, get no views at all. I have no idea what I'm doing wrong or how to fix it. Why aren't my videos engaging?
But it looks like in the new year I'll have to work really hard on the quality of my content and change it, looking for a feature that will make my blog interesting to my audience. So I'm getting ready for a lot of work.
Have a great day, everyone!
